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I've been taking it slow but I can't catch up
I've been wanting to go home but I'm too fucked up
It's back and forth, keeping score
I burn you, you burn me
I've been taking it slow but I can't catch up
I've been wanting to go home but I'm too fucked up
I've been wasting my time away cold sweats on these autumn days
Wash these ashes down the drain Forget the memories in my brain
I've been taking it slow but I can't catch up
I've been wanting to go home but I'm too fucked up
Its back and forth Its back and forth
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2. |
Soothe Me
03:54
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Saying goodbye's a lot harder than is used to be
We always lose track of time soothe me Julie
We always got caught up hanging out and getting stoned I've got this feeling in my gut
Please don't let me fuck this up
Saying goodbye's a lot harder than is used to be we always lose track of time soothe me Julie
I've been trying real hard to fall asleep without you
Saying goodbye's a lot harder than is used to be we always lose track of time soothe me Julie
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Medicine
03:41
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I'm banging, my hands against my head/
So they up the dose again/
I don't need medicine/
I need you/
I need a sense of closure/
Regain myself/
I'm banging, my hands against my head/
So they up the dose again/
I don't need medicine/
I've lost all hope in feeling fine again/
Forgot what its like to not feel/
Suffocated/
In my own skin/
Banging, my hands against my head/
So they up the dose again/
I don't need medicine/
400 milligrams/
Can't save me/
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4. |
Intermission
03:31
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5. |
A Life Without Color
04:39
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I can't fake a smile for anything
So I'll just stay pissed
That's my way of staying true to myself, I guess
I've tried those things that therapists say like
"Breathe in, breathe out, calm down"
Don't you think I've tried that already
What the fuck is wrong
Adderall Alcohol Cigarettes Sleeping in Days off work Sex with you Suffering
Till I see you again
I guess I'll go
When you feel guilty do you feel accused or are you so numb from the self abuse
Live a life without color just the bluest blues
Will fade like you always want them to
Was I only here to fill the space you left vacant for another face
Try to reroute go a different way but the path that I take always leads to pain
Adderall Alcohol Cigarettes Sleeping in Days off work Sex with you Suffering
Till I see you again
I guess I'll go
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What Am I Thinking
03:36
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This sucks and I'm over it
And all the bad things
I won't forget
And now in my sleep
I can see myself dream
This façade that I built forever cloaks me with guilt
Still in my head repeating
What am I thinking
Been thinking a lot about what I wanna say
But every word that meets the page just gets thrown away
I'm done trying to write a hit song
I can't figure out what they want
I'm done trying to write a hit song
This sucks and I'm over it
And all the bad things
I won't forget
And now in my sleep
I can see myself dream
This façade that I built forever cloaks me with guilt
still in my head repeating
What am I thinking
Blossom Bloom
This sucks and I'm over it
And all the bad things
I won't forget
Still in my head repeating
What am I thinking
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